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24 January 2009 @ 01:17 am
Struggles within can only make you stronger.

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What happened to you and me?
Ohh ohh
One moment changed everything
Ohh ohh

Its done and theres no way to take it back
Mistake gave me the pain i never had
There is no way to justify it so
Now I breathe in and just let it go

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and i give in
Goodbye my only friend

Part of me i'll never see
Ohh ohh
Come visit me in my dreams
Ohh ohh

I feel my actions are destroying me
Deep down below the shallow life I lead
This pain is mine to keep and call my own
I'll carry it until I'm gone

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and i give in
Goodbye my only friend

I can't forgive myself that i let go
My life is worth no more than yours, i no

This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and i give in
Goodbye my only
This is the end of everything
Goodbye my only
I hang my head and i give in
Goodbye my only friend
 
 
Current Music: my only ~ goodnight nurse
 
 
30 December 2008 @ 02:09 am
Such a devastatingly, frightening place this world can be. Holding on dearly to those around us, too weak to grip the true realism of it all without that support.

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I am not as brave, beautiful, and patient as you are
But I am safe in your arms I listen as you say
"I'm proud of who you've become
and the person you will be tomorrow..."
And I know I would give anything up for you...

I'll follow through I promise to hold on
I'll never let go won't let you down
If you can stay proud I'll be brave somehow...

I am not that brave
Sometimes I need to hear you whisper
"Everything's O.K... You'll be fine
I'll help you find your way..."
And I have nothing but faith in you
All that I am is what you are and we are
I would give anything up for you...

I'll follow through I promise to hold on
I'll never let go won't let you down
If you can stay proud I'll be brave somehow...

Whisper... You can save me I am listening
I am waiting for your best to come alive
And help me understand the reasons why
I'm here now living a feeling unlike my fear
Outside of this life I am here now for you...

I'll follow through I promise to hold on
I'll never let go won't let you down
If you can stay proud I'll be brave and
I will follow you I promise to hold on
I'll never let go won't let you down
If you can stay proud I'll be brave somehow...

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Current Music: Brave by Gavin Mikhail
 
 
15 December 2008 @ 02:31 am
What a bummer. Not an entry since January? =O

This relates to someone I knew dearly. It's kinda sad. But happy, too.

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If it is such a simple thing, I wonder why can't I say it?
If it's something I can't say, I wonder how I will express it?

Even if I forget the sky we saw together,
I won't forget that we were together

If you are a flower,
You're probably not very different from all the other ones

From them, I chose one
There is a song only I can sing
There is a song only you can hear

My being here is proof that you were here
The song that I leave here is proof that I was left with you

Since I borrowed the power to live,
While I'm alive I have to give it back

When you forget the tears and the smiles,
Please just remember
Lost in the same pain
There is a song that only you can sing
There is a song that only I can hear

Everyone has a person they want to see
Everyone has a person they are waiting for
If there are people that (people) want to see
Then there are people waiting for them

Always

If you are a flower,
You're probably not very different from all the other ones
From them, I chose one
For me, For you

Someday

When you forget the tears and the smiles,
Please just remember
Without losing my way
I chose
There is a song that only you can sing
There is a song that only I can hear
There is someone waiting only for me
There is someone who wants to see only you

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Current Music: Hana no Na ~ Bump of Chicken
 
 
27 January 2008 @ 10:27 am
....  

So here we are 
Drowning in the words we're screaming
Waiting for the pain to end
But the silence kills
The walls we built between eachother
Are crashing down on me
Your words are suffocating me
Open your eyes and maybe you''ll see
That this is not helping anyone
And you can't be nice
You're best off staying outta my life
Your false compassion today
Brings on the sting of tomorrow's betray
Just stop, you're murdering me
But you don't see this the way I do
Because you're not staring down a loaded gun
In my eyes, this torture isn't fun

This is a poem I wrote about my parents trying to be nice to me.

 
 
Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Music: Act of depression- Underoath
 
 
26 January 2008 @ 08:09 pm
hey everyone, i guess i'll just start out with the first post.

this is a link to my personal journal: cheerupsweetie
if you need to message me about anything, you can get to me there fastest.

now here are my lyrics:

"do you wanna get away?
get in the car, we can leave today.
do you wanna celebrate,
or just make little holiday?
cause now, today is your day.
and all the stuff that you used to take,
i'm glad you threw all that away,
cause now you look so great.
You never need to be afraid,
just know you went the right way."
 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: the rocket summer- cross my heart